PAINTING
“As far as we can discern, the sole purpose of human existence is to kindle a light in the darkness of mere being”
C.G. Jung: Memories, Dreams, Reflections
‘Being & Nothingness’ on show 2023
2024
Sailing To Byzantium
Sailing To Byzantium 2024
Oil on linen, 260 x 169cm
2024
Brothers I
Brothers I, 2024
Oil on linen, 260 x 161cm
Brothers II
Brothers II, 2024
Oil on linen, 260 x 161cm
Becoming Myself, Without Any End
Becoming Myself, Without Any End, 2024
Oil on linen, 260 x 142cm
2023
Hurtlocker
Hurtlocker, 2023
Oil on linen, 200 x 125cm
The Conversation
The Conversation, 2023
Oil on Linen, 260cm x 183cm
2023
A Marble Index of a Mind Forever
A Marble Index of a Mind Forever,
2023
Oil on linen, 180 x 128cm
Counterpoint
Counterpoint, 2022
Oil on linen, 180cm x 128cm,
What Lies Beneath
What Lies Beneath, 2023
Oil on Linen, 180cm x 128cm
Being & Nothingness
Something From Nothing
Something From Nothing, 2023,
Oil and watercolour on linen, 400cm x 200cm
2022
Time Immemorial, the Authentic Strives to No Place
Time Immemorial, The Authentic Strives To No Place, 2022,
Oil and watercolour on linen, 200cm x 300cm
2023
The Very Precipice
The Very Precipice, 2023
Oil and watercolour on linen, 200 x 400 cm
2022
Only So Far
Only So Far, 2022,
Oil on linen, 190cm x 140cm
Help! We all need it, it’s one of the most beautiful things to give and receive. Help can give us purpose, be an opportunity to express love and kidness or simply let us hope for a-little longer it’s eventually going to be ok. Indeed, the very success of the human race is perhaps in our ability to help each other emotionally, economically and by sharing knowledge. We do so in good faith that eventually some act of kindness will come our way too.
But every helping hand has it’s shadow. With the best intentions, we sometimes find ourselves jumping into a situation head first, without actually considering the limits of ourassistance:
The mother who convinces her young boy that he cannot survive without her help. Leaving the boy with learned helplessness, incapable when overcoming life’s hurdles. The ‘Nice Guy’ (or Girl) who dotes on the every desire people around them, exhausted and starving themselves of their own needs. The Enabler, paying for a friend’s rent when it really flows towards addiction. Some people drown in interpersonal drama to enlist help; sometimes to feel important, test alliances or even just to know someone is there to catch them.
Often help can be a disempowerment of responsibility we have to ourselves, as capable active agents in the world, able to fend off dangers, self soothe and solve problems. There are limits, in so far as help’s burden doesn’t pull one under or encourage the distressed to stay submerged in a deluge of their own illusory incapacity. So whilst help is arguably the core of love, sometimes, my hands can only reach so far.
2022
In the Loving Care of Animal Spirits
In the Loving Care of Animal Spirits, 2022,
Oil and acrylic on linen, 200cm x 300cm
For stoic dignity in times of hardship and the animal spirits that carry us through.
2021
You’re On Your Own, But Not Alone
You’re On Your Own, But Not Alone, 2021,
Oil on linen, 180cm x 128cm
2021
Emancipated Femme
Emancipated Femme, 2021,
Oil on linen, 172x87cm
2021
Blast Radius
Blast Radius, 2021,
Oil on linen, 50x70cm
2021
Mother, Mother
Mother, Mother, 2021,
Oil on linen, 150x150cm
2021
Genesis
Genesis, 2021,
Oil on linen, 100x65cm
2021
How Long Must This Silence Echo?
How Long Must This Silence Echo, 2021,
Oil on linen, 140x89cm
2021
Encerrado
Encerrado, 2021,
Oil on linen, 50x68cm
2020
An Image of Your Future
An Image of Your Future, 2020,
Oil and tar on linen, 150x150cm
We all have vision, not as in sight, but as self-projection into an imagined reality. Foresight, premonitions and intuitions sketch out something on the other side of now, an image of hope, fulfilled desire and actualisation. All that has ever been created started as a humble electrical event in the brain, an idea that tomorrow something new will begin; a decision to be different. But the future remains an ever illusive spectre, like chasing the eyes of an owl as it endlessly turns away, we can never see its face. It does not exist. The ceaseless temporal horizon of the future inspires neurosis. Causing us to forget we have already arrived, at the present, beginning in this very moment.
We all have vision, not as in sight, but as self-projection into an imagined reality. Foresight, premonitions and intuitions sketch out something on the other side of now, an image of hope, fulfilled desire and actualisation. All that has ever been created started as a humble electrical event in the brain, an idea that tomorrow something new will begin; a decision to be different. But the future remains an ever illusive spectre, like chasing the eyes of an owl as it endlessly turns away, we can never see its face. It does not exist. The ceaseless temporal horizon of the future inspires neurosis. Causing us to forget we have already arrived, at the present, beginning in this very moment.
2021
How Green Is The Grass?
How Green is The Grass , 2021,
Oil on linen, 300x200cm
2020
Avoidance
Avoidance, 2020,
Oil on linen, 172cm x 87cm
2020
Waving, Drowning
Waving, Drowning (After Stevie Smith), 2020,
Oil on linen, 190x135cm
2019-2020
Secular Handover &
Untitled
Secular Handover (Reina Sofía, After El Greco), 2020,
Oil on linen, 100 x73cm
Untitled (Reina Sofía, After Richard Serra), 2019,
Oil on linen, 100 x73cm
Since the turn of the 20th century new forces took-over our collective
consciousness. The Age of Science and the Individual began to replace the order of the Church. The discovery of evolution and advancements in physics destroyed the supernatural in Christianity. The World Wars, Atom Bomb, Spanish Flu and Great Depression produced the ‘lost generation’ a generation where Gods purity turned into nihilism. There could be no noble meaning to such horror. This nihilism soon gave way to an existential realisation: In a godless world, we were the central characters in the phenomena of being.
Realising our responsibility to choose meaning rather than have it prescribed by some deity, handed significance over to the Secular. Churches were replaced by art galleries and music venues. Saints and Profits became thinkers, artists and celebrities. The individual became the master.
Just like church was once a place to find God’s sublime power, in a more secular society art allows us to face death, our own insignificance and freedom, arts ability to evoke something greater grants us access to the sublime.
The two figures represented in the painting ‘Untitled (Reina Sofía, after Richard Serra)’ are, in some-sense, portraits of visitors to art galleries seeking emotional responses to the sublime in secular society.
2020
The Speechless Sublime
Ah!, 2020
Oil on linen , 95x57cm
Ah!, 2020
Oil on linen , 95x57cm
Fuck, 2020,
Oil on linen , 95x57cm
Oil on linen , 95x57cm
..., 2020,
Oil on linen , 95x57cm
Oil on linen , 95x57cm
An event as cataclysmic as the end of humanity is something embedded in our collective consciousness. On a cosmic level, the ephemeral presence of humanity is a blip in the strangeness of the universe, something we all know must end. Despite this end, it is curious that we can more easily imagine the end of humanity at the hands of an asteroid impact, or virus, than from self-destructive and perpetual consumption; because wxho can imagine the end of capitalism?
Humanity’s attempt to leave an indelible mark on the planet, through art, discovery or the continuation of a family bloodline all amounts to nothing in the eventual end.
But the horror of our own annihilation can be accepted with dignity rather than a cacophony of panic. A final ‘well…it’s been fun’ would suffice, after all, we’ve already seen and done so much.
Entanglement (South Bank Centre, after Giambologna), 2020,
Oil on linen, 200cm x 142cm
Entanglement (South Bank Centre, after Giambologna), 2020,
Oil on linen, 200cm x 142cm
Relationships are not objects that we can put on a shelf and looked at, their front, back, shape and borders cannot be seen. At best they can be represented, contained as mementos and symbols of connection: a holiday photo or wedding ring. These symbolic flourishes are only reflections of an intangible connection. When two people stand side by side, they can touch, but the real connection is woven together by invisible threads, felt only by them.
New threads nurture intimacy but present more wires on which to trip. Fall once and relationships can entwine into a confusing mass. Connection constricts, lines become misunderstood, others step in to be entangled. A form too large to understand, love, is knotted.
Suddenly there is beauty in its antithesis: freedom.
Whilst this invisible mass is untangled, the holiday photo looks down blissfully unaware, permanently portraying yesterday’s connection.
New threads nurture intimacy but present more wires on which to trip. Fall once and relationships can entwine into a confusing mass. Connection constricts, lines become misunderstood, others step in to be entangled. A form too large to understand, love, is knotted.
Suddenly there is beauty in its antithesis: freedom.
Whilst this invisible mass is untangled, the holiday photo looks down blissfully unaware, permanently portraying yesterday’s connection.
2020
Merge-Separate, Tension-Release
Merge-Seperate, Tension-Release, 2020,
Oil on linen, 200cm x 164cm
Merge-Seperate, Tension-Release, 2020,
Oil on linen, 200cm x 164cm
The vulnerability of love is manifest in deep connection and tension expressed in moments of physical affection. It is a dance of interlocking beings, capable of cultivating some of the strongest and most rewarding emotions in our emotional field. When we bond with another, we find ourselves in chains. Chains which are sources of great power welded together by unbreakable trust.
But equally, we are captured by the movements and desires of the other, vulnerable to the tension of two souls pulling in different directions. Reconciling a capitulation of the self and an authentic expression of ones inner-world strikes a delicate balance in which everything can be gained and lost. The fear and beauty found in the power of love.
But equally, we are captured by the movements and desires of the other, vulnerable to the tension of two souls pulling in different directions. Reconciling a capitulation of the self and an authentic expression of ones inner-world strikes a delicate balance in which everything can be gained and lost. The fear and beauty found in the power of love.
2020
Innocence Lost
Innocence Lost, 2020,
Oil on linen, 172 x 87cm
2016
Objects of Desire
Objects of Desire (After Laurence Weiner), 2016,
Oil on linen,
196 x 196cm
Sublimity comes from somewhere
beyond, or deeper than immediate sensation - it cannot be literally visualised. Thus, figures in the Sublime Affliction series interact with mysterious overbearing entities, sources of sublime power, fear and anxiety.
Like other paintings, this artwork features the interior spaces of an art gallery and other artists work, in this case the Barcelona Museum of Contemporary Art (MACBA) and part of ‘Objects of Desire’ by Laurence Weiner.
2018
The Fall of Freewill
The Fall of Freewill, 2018,
Oil on linen, 100 x 77cm
‘The Fall of Freewill’ investigates our sense of freedom and the anxiety it produces.
When we consider our potential decisions, their possible outcomes stretch into the future as endless causal chains of events for which you are responsible. This causes us to recoil in terror, at the sublime power of infinite possibility, our persistent responsibility and ultimate freedom.
Confronted with this terror we either take a leap of faith with our decisions or fall into despair, usually by looking to relinquish our freedom and responsibility onto others, society and physical world.
2014-2016
Luke I
Luke II
Luke I, 2014,
Oil on linen, 50 x 70cm
Luke II, (After Yves Klein), 2016,
Oil on linen, 50 x 70cm
2012
Brother & Sally
Brother & Sally, 2012,
Oil on linen , 140 x 100cm
Love can unearth some of the most powerful feeling and emotions we know, it glues people together and drives purpose.
It inspires intimacy, warmth, tenderness.
Passion. It inspires obsession, wrath and violence.
At all levels of society love operates with unimaginable depth and mystery, its vastness sublime.
2014